It’s now 2023 .. let’s catch up!

It’s been a solid 5 years since I’ve seen this blog and let me tell you .. reading my posts and seeing my mindset back then, what was wrong with me! Anyways let me catch you up, last y’all read I was living at home and serving at Olive Garden. That ended in a not …

Am I happy ?

Hey, yeah HEY! It's been a very long time since my last post (and honestly I don't know why). For some reason today I was laying in bed wondering about my old blog. Which led me to make this post, so .. here it is .. I'm good, I'm happy, I'm super lost and very …

Depression is knocking at my door

I haven't posted in a while, which makes me feel super shitty, but that's what happens when ... well ... it comes back. Here it comes again, and honestly I'm not surprised at all. You would think that with the number of good days I've been having my depression wouldn't come back. I was wrong …

We’ll all get there one day

I'm writing this post for one reason only, and that's to hopefully help people understand that not everyone moves at the same pace as them.  Not everything happens for people at the same time.  If you're in your 20's and haven't finished school, you know how I feel. I constantly have people asking me what …

Everyone has a dry spell

You know that moment in life where you don't have any second for weeks sometimes even months? That moment where your body hasn't been in contact with another body in so long that it hurts? Yeah that's a dry spell .. It's the time for you to find yourself and find your body. It's the …

Still hanging in there: Coffee update!

So so so! I haven't posted in a couple days and I feel like such a lazy piece of SHIT and I'm very sorry for that.. Now that we're over it I have something to say .. ITS BEEN OVER THREE MONTHS IVE QUIT COFFEE AND ALL CAFFEINATED DRINKS ! Yes yes yes, I've been …

Take the stick out of your ass please

Am I the only one who wonders why certain people are always angry or out to get others? Those people who always have something to say about everything. Like what's wrong with you? Are you so unhappy with your own life that you go out of your way to make everyone else around you a …

Love or Lust

These days everyone throws the word love around like it's a joke, like it doesn't mean anything anymore, and it's pissing me off! If you've read my past blog post you know how I feel about love (if you haven't omg go read it ❤️) and how serious I take the word. Now these days …

I hate when this happens

I've been actively posting on my blog and I totally love it! Who would have thought that I would consitantly be doing something without giving up! I'm growing up! No but seriously, I'm the type to start something and lose motivation pretty quickly. Which isn't a good thing at all, and I honestly hate that …

Sleep is SACRED

I'm the type of person who really needs their sleep. Without sleep, I can't function. Without sleep, I am a raging fucking monster. Today is a perfect example of that... I got woken up at 6:50 in the morning but the most ignorant person ever. Okay perfect. The problem is I haven't been able to …

The day has arrived!

So today is the day that I've been waiting for, the day I've dreamt about, it's finally happening! What's happening you may ask? Well Bitch I'm going to tell you right now .... IM ACTUALLY HAVING A GOOD DAY! What!?  Wait there's more... Today is the first day I can actually take a breath of …

Don’t let your emotions control you

Every single day I wake up feeling different. One day I'm happy, one day I'm angry, another day I'm depressed, my emotions never have any structure. It stinks too, because I don't like being in a bad mood or being an ass hole .. sometimes it just happens.Waking up angry and taking it my frustration …